What’s New in the Cross Reference Library? Do Great Things for God book series

Corrie ten Boom: The Courageous Woman and the Secret Room - During World War II, Corrie had built a secret room to hide as many Jewish people as possible from the German soldiers. But then Corrie herself was caught and sent to a horrible, scary prison camp…Discover what happened next in this inspiring true story. Includes notes for parents, a photograph of Corrie, and a timeline of her life. 

  • “You are my hiding place and my shield,” Psalm 119:114

Joni Eareckson Tada: The Girl Who Learned to Follow God in a Wheelchair - Joni loved riding horses and going swimming. But one day, she dived into the water…hit her head on the bottom…and couldn’t move. Discover how Joni learned to live a very different kind of life, and how she came to understand that God was caring for her even though she had to use a wheelchair. And be inspired by how she has used her life to love Jesus, and to help others whose bodies don’t work as well as they’d like. This amazing kids book includes a timeline of Joni’s life, questions to think about, and a photograph of Joni. 

  • “In all things God works for the good of those who love Him,” Romans 8:28

Susannah Spurgeon: The Pastor’s Wife Who Didn’t Let Sickness Stop Her - Susannah was married to a very busy and gifted pastor, Charles Spurgeon. Though she longed to help in his work, she was often so unwell that she had to stay in bed. But she didn’t let that stop her! Discover how Susannah found ways to help Charles, look after her twin boys, and even create a Book Fund that sent out over 200,000 free books to pastors who were too poor to buy them. In this book, you find a photograph of Susannah, a timeline of her life, and a map showing where she lived. 

  • “My times are in your hand,” Psalm 31:15

My Thoughts: For as long as I can remember, I’ve loved inspiring stories like these. From a young age, I had heard about Corrie ten Boom through Focus on the Family’s audio drama titled The Hiding Place. Through the great voice-acting and amazing sound effects, Corrie ten Boom’s life story truly came to life for me. And thanks to that audio drama, I will never be able to hear the hymn, Rock of Ages, the same way again. When I found this kid’s book online about Corrie’s life, I knew I had to get it for our library. 

Now, to be honest, I didn’t know much about Joni Eareckson Tada until I read this children’s book by Kristyn Getty. I mean, I knew that she was a famed Christian speaker in a wheelchair; but I’m ashamed to say that I never made the effort to read about her testimony before. When we got Joni Eareckson Tada: The Girl Who Learned to Follow God in a Wheelchair in the mail, I was brought to tears as I read about her accident and how she continued to praise God through it all. But the thing that really got me was at the end when it says that when Joni gets her new legs in heaven, the first thing she’s going to do is kneel before the Lord and praise Him. 

When I was searching for more books from this series, I stumbled upon the one about Susannah Spurgeon. I honestly have no idea why this one, out of all the rest, caught my eye. Why didn’t I click on Fanny Crosby, or even Amy Carmichael’s biography? Was it because I didn’t realize that the infamous Charles Spurgeon had a wife? I don’t know. But what I do know is that once I read the synopsis for this children’s biography, I wanted to know more about this amazing woman. As a book enthusiast, I nearly jumped out of my seat with excitement when I found out about Susannah’s book fund. I loved how she saw the need pastors had for reading material and took the initiative to get those books to them(all while being sick at home). This one particularly inspired me, because the Cross Reference Library lends out free books to pastors and community members as well. 

I think every parent should check these books out for their kids. They’re well written, the illustrations are quite good, and I can’t forget the interactive downloads found in the back of these awesome books. Through these free resources, your kids or grandkids can think about what they learned through these stories and how they were impacted by these amazing women. I hope that through reading these books with your kids or grandkids, that you’ll be as inspired by their stories as I was. 

What’s New in the Cross Reference Library? Books from Local Author Lauri Matisse

A few months ago, local author, Lauri Matisse joined Russ on The Coffee Break to talk about her life story and about her gallery here in Scottsbluff. While she was here, she gave us three of her books: Eve’s Memoirs, No More Dark Days, and The Passion of Jesus. So, I was wondering: How do I make this post unique? It’s a rare occasion to write a blog about books from a local author. So I called Lauri Matisse, went to her gallery, and talked to her about being a writer and what inspired her to write these three books. Please enjoy!

Q: What made you want to be a writer? 

A: So, when I was a kid I had a vision that I was going to be an author and write books about God. I was here in Scottsbluff, and I was just in the alfalfa field up the hill where my sister and I used to play. And we were playing out there, and I had this, I call it now, kind of maybe an open vision. All of a sudden, I just saw thousands of people and they were reading my books about God. And so I told my sister, "I think I'm going to be writing books about God." I did a lot of writing. I wrote diaries and journals and poems. I was constantly writing, so it was just something I did naturally.

My Comment: That's awesome! That’s really inspiring. I love stuff about authors and writing.

Her Response: Yeah, it's really weird, because people say, "oh, I want to write a book,” and, “I wish I could write a book." But writers, they just write. We have to write. Some authors out there get scared, or it is hard to put your work out there. It was hard to put my first book out there, because it was very personal. But I really felt like, if I couldn't expose my personal journey, then how would it reach people? But I think people get afraid that it has to be perfect. Or, "I can't publish a book until it's just right." But I think it's better to just do it. Just get it done. But I think people who aren't natural writers, I kind of feel like they're probably not authors. They're probably not writers, because writers that I know, all of us are just like, "we just write, because we have to write." 

Q: You are an artist, an architect, and a songwriter along with being a writer. Have you always wanted to pursue the arts as much as you do now? 

A: Yeah. I think I wanted to be a playwright. So writing was kind of my main thing, but my dad was like, "you’ve got to be a professional." I'm was like, "what's that?" And he told me, "you know, medical, accounting or whatever." So I started out in theater, art, and writing. And then practicality wise, I looked for something that maybe had arts in it, but was still professional. So that kind of pushed me into architecture. The art was…I think I always loved doing art. I really loved art in high school and middle school, but I think the architecture was great because we would have to go out and draw stuff. So I think that got me to be more of an artist too. But then when my kids were born, I was a stay-at-home mom for a while. So I got the chance to go to art classes, and then I got really passionate about all kinds of art. I have to learn every kind of art, and that's what I did. I know I'm super prolific, meaning I have to learn it. I study it and then I do it. I practically put it out. I can design a bunch of houses, or a bunch of paintings or write a bunch of books. And some people are like, "you need to focus." And I'm like, "that is focusing for me." It is prolifically producing something that I've learned. And I wrote a musical. The musical has 28 songs. It's just natural for me to do that.

My Comment: That is so awesome and inspiring.

Her Response: Yeah, some people's eyes just blaze over that. When they come, they think, "well, you can't really do all those things and do them well." But I have.

Eve’s Memoirs - Eve’s wit and wisdom from the 100th year of the dawn: It is here I met Eve. Yes, Eve of Genesis, Eve of the Garden of Eden. She came alive to me from the Garden where there were no religious walls, no racial separations, no caste systems, no language barriers, no pain in childbirth…Just Eve. With her perfect Adam and God in the Garden…and the talking animals, of course! The answers I needed to know as a woman, I found back in the Garden. 

Q: Where did you get the idea for Eve’s Memoirs?

A: So, as a woman, I had a lot of frustrations with the Bible being written by men. And so, it really was so hard for me. And I'm also, I'm a woman that teaches the Bible, so I had a lot of questions with God about women in general: "why did we kind of have to be second to the men in history. And why is Jesus a man? And the Bible is written by mostly men. There was just a lot of stuff. So then, I'm also trying to guide young women on how to navigate their career, marriage, and kids. But then one day, I was just sitting there writing, because I wrote all the time at this place called The Novel Café, where all these famous writers write. It's really fun and really cool.

My Comment: Awesome!

Her Response: Yeah, it's like a two story coffee shop with little tiny tables, and little stairs you can go up and they don't mind if you sit all day and it's just the coolest place.

My Comment: That sounds so amazing!

Her Response: I know! I started writing there in the eighties, and I'd be sitting there and I'd be hearing people writing a really famous movie or writing books and talking about stuff. It was so fun. So I was writing there one day, and I got my little tea (or coffee) and sat there, and I started writing Eve's diary. And I thought, "oh my gosh! I'm writing Eve's diary." So really, Eve's voice just found me. And then once I started writing her diary I realized, "oh my gosh! That's the perfect voice for women." So that was really inspiring. And I was also trying to find a way to share with women in Islam and women in harsh cultures. I thought, "how do I tell women God loves them in a culture like that?" I personally know women from those cultures, and I've helped a lot of them. So I was like, "well, how do you tell them, "Jesus loves you." So, when I started writing Eve's Diary, I realized, "oh, it's all about going back to the garden." And then that enabled me to have a voice to give to those women too. So it was a really powerful voice, I think, to write Eve. 

Q: Was it difficult to put together since all we know of Eve in the Bible spans from Genesis 2:18 to the beginning of Genesis Ch. 4?

A: Yeah, I think I took a lot of artistic license, obviously, and I tried to really get into her character. I really tried to think, "wow, what would it be like?" And then of course, we don't know, because it's all these years later. But I really, really tried to get into Eve and just be kind of Eve/me. And the chapters really came naturally. I wrote the first five diary entries easily, and then I embellished on them later. So that kind of gave me the groundwork. And I started a lot of different books, a lot of different projects, and I have all kinds of stages that they're in. So I went through my projects and I was like, "which ones would be the most viable to actually get out there and that people would like?" So Eve was one that, I had written those five chapters, and I thought, "I think people would like this." And then for that one, I got two editors. I had a developmental editor, who was a Jewish believer. I just wanted her thoughts. I asked her, "Do you think I'm keeping this on track?" I think her notes really helped me. And then I got a really good editor called, The Wordsmith, and I had a guy's point of view, which was kind of interesting. He really helped me hone in on phrases and wording, which really helped me a lot.

Q: So, how did you come to the decision to have animals talking? I know that some folks say that they probably did because that's how the serpent talked, but then that's also just a theory that I've heard. So how did you come to that decision? 

A: I think, probably because of the serpent. I'm always thinking, "well, why would she listen to a serpent?" She'd think that was weird if all the animals weren't talking.

My Comment: That's fair.

Her Response: So, that's kind of probably just what a lot of people might think. I know that, and I wish I would've had more in the book. I had more of them talking in the musical. The animal characters are full-on characters in the musical. So I've got Lola the Lamb, and I've got this lion, and they do a duet. It's so cute.

My Comment: Okay. Well, that answer was so much better than I expected. So I do have a couple of questions about No more Dark Days. 

No More Dark Days - Complete freedom from eating disorders, depression, and other compulsive behaviors. No More Dark Days is a gut-level heart-gripping and inspirational journey through eating disorders and depression…Experience a sigh of relief and a spark of hope. My journey from darkness to light, to bring light to your journey…Lauri Matisse is an award winning architect, author, artist, singer/songwriter and mother of four beautiful souls. 

Q: What made you want to write a book about your journey?

A: When I had eating disorders, there were other people who had it, but nobody talked about it. It was very hush-hush. There was a stigma that it was bad. So I knew other girls that had eating disorders when I was in college. But if you told anybody, then it was like, "well, stop it. Just eat or stop throwing up." And it was just like, nobody really understood it. And then the books that were out on it were just clinical, and they made no sense, because nobody really knew what was happening. I was in London going through my last year of college, and Karen Carpenter died. She was a very famous musician. So, when Karen Carpenter died from eating disorders, everybody was like, "oh wow, we need to pay more attention to eating disorders." So the whole journey, I felt really alone. I couldn't talk to anyone about it, and psychiatrists didn't understand. They just wanted to give you pills, which didn't have anything to do with anything. So, feeling really alone made me want to publish the book. I had heard stories about its impact. For example, a lot of teenage girls read the prayers and sleep with the book under their pillow. Just stuff like that. It really was just…there was a hole in the market. There was nothing like it at all. And we didn't have social media back then, so you couldn't look up something on people knowing how they felt. And it was a hard book. I felt the Lord really wanted me to put it out. I remember thinking, "I don't want to put this book out. Everyone's going to know my story, and it's so vulnerable." But I really felt like the Lord was like, "if you just put it out, I'm going to be glad you did." 

Q: How did you feel to have Princess Diana read your book? 

A: I was married to a really oppressive guy who was older than me, and she was married to a really oppressive guy who was older than her—even though he was the king. My heart just went out to her; I knew she had eating disorders. So I sent No More Dark Days, but nothing happened. And I was like, "I bet she didn't get the book." And I got a scripture, there's a proverb that says, "my long forbearing is a prince persuaded, and the soft tongue breaks the bone." So I thought, "I'm going to send her a book again. I bet she didn't get it. I really feel like she was supposed to read the book." And that's when I got the letter back from her lady-in-waiting that said later on that she got the book and that she liked the book.

The Passion of Jesus - An inspirational journey with Jesus from Gethsemane to Calvary. “The full moon lit up the long ridge paralleling the eastern part of Jerusalem, in the Garden of Gethsemane as I knelt beside a rock, all alone, praying and thinking of you…” In The Passion of Jesus, Lauri Matisse knits together historical facts with imaginative insight regarding Jesus’ thoughts of devotion for those He loves as He journeys from Gethsemane to Golgotha. 

Q: After making a memoir for yourself and one for Eve, what ultimately inspired you to write one about Jesus?

A: So I went to do a radio show, and I was getting interviewed about Eve's Memoir and No More Dark Days. I wanted to do some dramatic readings for the radio show, and then I started writing The Passion of Jesus. But that came really naturally too. Just like Eve's Diary, I was excited to find, "oh my gosh! I'm writing Jesus’ diary." And I did 12 chapters and then 12 shows. People loved the shows. I got letters all the way from India and China.

My Comment: Oh, cool!

Her Response: It was very cool. All the letters said things like, "you just brought me into this personal place with Jesus." And it was just so cool. And so then I got letters that also said, "you should write the whole thing through to the cross." And I was like, "no, I can't. Nobody can write that." I guess they did with The Passion of Christ. But I thought, "I can't write that." That just seemed like something that I could never write. But the Lord really wanted me to write it. I also went through a lot of suffering, and so I was able to go through it, and I just kept asking him every time I sat down to write, "what is your heart? What do you want to say?" Just, kind of being an open vessel. And then, of course, using my artistic license cause, I'm me. But it was tough to write. It took me 17 years.

My Comment: Wow! 17 years?

Her Response: Seventeen years, yeah. From the beginning to the end. I even lost it. My computer got stolen at one point, and I had the book on there. I ended up losing a lot of it. And then I was able to retrieve it off of the radio shows.

My Comment: That's amazing! I guess it was just meant to be written.

Her Response: Yeah. And I think it has touched a lot of people. The guy that did the audio book, he broke down in the middle of the book. And you can hear it, he completely broke down and had a personal experience with Jesus. So, his voice actually changes in the middle of the audio book. I just love how God works.

Q: How did you grow in your faith through the writing process of The Passion of Jesus? 

A: Oh, that's a really good question. I really grew a lot. I think the most profound part of the book is when I'm trying to figure out, "how does he stay on the cross?" Because he didn't have to stay on the cross. He could have just been God. And I had gone through a lot of things that Jesus went through, like betrayal and a lot of physical suffering. People turned against me. And I'm like, I deserve to suffer. I mean, we're just sinners. So how did God do that? How did he do it? But it was really love. I have a part where it's the love that kept him there. But that really profoundly impacted me. That he loved us so much that he just went through that, and it made me just have a deeper faith as well.

My Thoughts: From the moment I walked through the front door of Lauri Matisse’s gallery, I was welcomed by all sorts of gorgeous art. Before we even started the interview, Lauri took the time to show me all of her paintings from the past 20 years. Lauri had clearly poured her heart and soul into each and every beautiful piece of art. She specifically noted larger than life pieces, which she named, “The Tears of God,” “The Heart of God,” and “Jesus Carrying the World.” So, when we finally sat down for the interview, I should not have been surprised to discover that she has put the same amount of passion and heart into her books as well. As an aspiring author myself, her journey from where she started to where she is today, really inspired me. So, go check out the MOO Gallery in Scottsbluff. Or come on into the Cross Reference Library and check out these three inspiring stories.

What’s New at The Cross Reference Library? Something Pretty Awesome!

Let Me Explain: It is pretty guaranteed that when someone comes to the Cross Reference Library looking for book recommendations for their older kids, or even a fun read for themselves, I usually feel inclined to point them toward The Chronicles of Narnia. Over the last few years though, I’ve noticed that the Narnia books that I would point people to were not in the greatest condition. So, you can imagine my excitement when I found the box set of The Chronicles of Narnia on sale when I was searching the internet. And since the books came in the mail last week, I thought I would explain what they’re about, why I love them so much, and how I would rank these seven books from top favorite to least favorite. Here we go!

What Are The Chronicles Of Narnia? From 1950 to 1956 the seven books that are the Chronicles of Narnia, were created by renowned author, C.S. Lewis. At age 16, Lewis was inspired by a vision he had of a faun carrying parcels through the snow. For over 20 years, he carried this idea, which birthed The Lion, the Witch, and The Wardrobe. The most well-known out of the seven, The Lion, the Witch, and The Wardrobe tells the story of the four Pevensie children who enter the magical land of Narnia through a mysterious wardrobe. Through their adventures, they meet talking animals and learn of a prophecy that speaks of them defeating an evil witch who has terrorized Narnia with an eternal winter. With the help of a powerful talking lion named Aslan, the children defeat the witch and become kings and queens of Narnia. And so followed a prequel story and five more adventures in the magical land of Narnia. These books are known for their religious themes. Featuring parallels to Genesis, Revelation, Jesus’ resurrection, and several stories about redemption as well.

Here’s Why I Like Them: I was introduced to these books at a young age, with my dad reading them to me before bed every night. And when I was able to read by myself, I found myself rediscovering the magic. By the time I was 13 years old, I had read The Lion, the Witch, and The Wardrobe and The Horse and His Boy three times each. And yes, I was definitely one of those kids that was constantly wanting to check my closet for a hidden world. I loved them so much because, just for a little while; I wouldn’t be picked on by my siblings, or working so hard for everyone that I found myself in an anxious frenzy. But for me, really, The Chronicles of Narnia was a story about escapism from the horrors and trials of life, and discovering that you can’t really escape those trials. And the children discovered that once they trusted Aslan, they knew that they could push through and endure. "I am," said Aslan. "But there I have another name. You must learn to know me by that name. This was the very reason why you were brought to Narnia. That by knowing me here for a little, you may know me better there.” The final thing I’ll say about why I love these books is their parallels to Christianity. My favorite example of this is from the last page The Last Battle. All of our beloved characters from the six books that came before have gone, “Further Up and Further In,” to Aslan’s country. Their time on Earth was over, and the Old Narnia was destroyed, but as they stood in that heavenly place Aslan says, “The term is over: the holidays have begun. The dream has ended: this is the morning.’ And as He spoke, He no longer looked to them like a lion; but the things that began to happen after that were so great and beautiful that I cannot write them. And for us this is the end of all the stories, and we can most truly say that they all lived happily ever after. But for them it was only the beginning of the real story. All their life in this world and all their adventures in Narnia had only been the cover and the title page: now at last they were beginning Chapter One of the Great Story which no one on earth has read: which goes on forever: in which every chapter is better than the one before.”

So, How Would I Rank Them? Just because this is my favorite book series, that doesn’t mean I would exactly give each book five stars. The books that I placed in the top four spots are the ones that I’ve at least read twice and enjoyed those stories the most. 

  1. The Horse and His Boy

  2. The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe

  3. The Last Battle

  4. The Magician’s Nephew

  5. Prince Caspian

  6. The Voyage of The Dawn Treader

  7. The Silver Chair

With the last three places, on the other hand, the last time I tried to read them, I was easily bored with their stories and they don’t excite me as much as the others do. Now, does that mean I hate them? No. But strangely enough, I’d sooner watch the movies for Prince Caspian and The Voyage of the Dawn Treader than read the books. 


In Conclusion: I hope I was able to portray how excited I was for our new copies for The Chronicles of Narnia. These books have really inspired me and I hope that I have inspired you, oh reader, to read them as well.

What’s New in the Cross Reference Library? How books and stories helped folks survive WWII

The British Booksellers - A tenant farmer’s son had no business daring to dream of a future with an earl’s daughter, but that couldn’t keep Amos Darby from his secret friendship with Charlotte Terrington…until the reality of the Great War sobered youthful dreams. Now decades later, he bears the brutal scars of battles fought in the trenches and their futures that were stolen away. His return home doesn’t come with tender reunions, but with the hollow fulfillment of opening a bookshop on his own and retreating as a recluse within its walls. When the future Earl of Harcourt chose Charlotte to be his wife, she knew she was destined for a loveless match. Though her heart had chosen another long ago, she pledges her future even as her husband goes to war. Twenty-five years later, Charlotte remains a war widow who divides her days between her late husband’s declining estate and operating a quaint Coventry bookshop—Eden Books, lovingly named after her grown daughter. And Amos is nothing more than the rival bookseller across the lane. As war with Hitler looms, Eden is determined to preserve her father’s legacy. So when an American solicitor arrives threatening a lawsuit that could destroy everything they’ve worked so hard to preserve, mother and daughter prepare to fight back. But with devastation wrought by the Luftwaffe’s local blitz terrorizing the skies, battling bookshops—and lost loves, Amos and Charlotte—must put aside their differences and fight together to help Coventry survive.

Catching the Wind - What happened to Brigitte Berthold? That question has haunted Daniel Knight since he was thirteen, when he and ten-year-old Brigette escaped the Gestapo agents who arrested both their parents. They survived a harrowing journey from Germany to England, only to be separated upon their arrival. Daniel vowed to find Brigitte after the war, a promise he has fought to fulfill for more than seventy years. Now a wealthy old man, Daniel’s final hope in finding Brigitte rests with Quenby Vaughn, an American journalist working in London. He believes Quenby’s tenacity to find missing people and her personal investment in a related WWII espionage story will help her succeed where previous investigators have failed. Though Quenby is wrestling her own demons—and wary at the idea of teaming up with Daniel’s lawyer, Lucas Hough—the lure of Brigitte’s story is too much to resist. Together, Quenby and Lucas delve deep into the past, following a trail of deception, sacrifice, and healing that could change all of their futures.

What’s New in the Cross Reference Library? The Emissaries series by Angela Hunt

The Woman from Lydia - Widowed Euodia, known to her neighbors as “the Lydian woman,” seeks to make a fresh start by moving to the foreign city of Philippi. She finds new purpose after meeting Paulos, apostle to the Gentiles, who opens her eyes to helping those in need, particularly women and those who have been enslaved. Retired Roman soldier Hector has settled in Philippi with dreams of a future filled with wealth and status, poolings his army earnings with Lucius, his fellow comrade-in-arms turned business partner. His hopes are dashed, however, when Paulos robs their youngest enslaved girl of her lucrative ability to foretell the future, rendering her worthless to Hector’s ambition. Determined to find someone to restore the girl’s valuable “gift,” Hector is willing to travel to the ends of the earth to do so. Following close behind him, Euodia and her servants embark on a journey to rescue Sabina and set her free forever. 

The Sisters of Corinth - When the new provincial governor arrives in Corinth, the esteemed Chief Magistrate Narkis Ligus, father to Mariana and Prima, is delighted. He sees a golden opportunity to propel himself to greater power and fortune by uniting his and the governor’s households through the marriage of one of his beautiful unwed daughters to the governor’s firstborn son. Yet complications quickly arise in Narkis’s own family. Mariana, his stepdaughter, ;holds steadfast faith in Yeshua, rendering her hesitant to marry a man devoted to the Roman gods, despite Narkis’s urging. On the other hand, Prima, his daughter by birth, yearns for a life of wealth and status and is willing to go to great lengths to secure a marriage that fulfills her desires—even if it means betraying Mariana to do so.

How Do We Deal With Anxiety To Follow God's Command?

You can listen to Ask The Pastor every weekday at 9:00am MST on 97.1FM Hope Radio KCMI! You can also listen and subscribe to Ask The Pastor in your favorite podcast feed. Listen on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Google Podcasts, Stitcher, Amazon Music and most other podcast services.

This edition of Ask the Pastor features Pastors Tim Hebbert and Brad Kilthau.

Brad Kilthau
We have a question that is to be answered today by us, and the question goes this way: It says, "health officials are telling us that worry and anxiety are at an all-time high in the United States. Yet, we as believers are told in the Bible not to worry. How are we supposed to deal with anxiety and be obedient to the Lord's commands?" And so Tim, I'm going to let you take it and start with that.

Tim Hebbert
I think that first of all, it's good to acknowledge and understand that all of us have moments and times where we deal with anxiety. It's one of those things that we're never going to completely escape. Yes, we're not supposed to worry, but I always tell people, "when I got saved, I got grace. I didn't get perfection." So, it's one of those things that we have to deal with from time to time in our lives. But God gives us, in His word, and Jesus teaches us things about it. One of the scriptures, Brad, I think most people like to quote---I'm one of those---comes from the sixth chapter of the gospel of Matthew. Verse 25 says, "that is why I tell you not to worry about everyday life. Whether you have enough food or drink or enough clothes to wear, isn't life much more than food and your body more than clothing?" It's true. But if we don't look at what Jesus is teaching ahead of that, we don't completely understand what he's saying. And I think one of the things that anxiety does in our life is it exposes what we value most. So, if we want to back up, say to verse 19 in Matthew, Jesus begins that teaching from that point with this, "don't store up treasures here on earth where moths eat them and rust destroys them, and where thieves break in and steal. Store your treasures in heaven, where moths and rust cannot destroy, and thieves do not break in and steal. Wherever your treasure is, there the desire of your heart will be." Then he goes on to say in verse 22, "your eye is a lamp that provides light for your body. When your eye is good, your whole body is filled with light. But when your eye is bad, your whole body is filled with darkness. And if the light you think you have is actually darkness, how deep that darkness is." Verse 24, "no one can serve two masters. For you will hate one and love the other; You'll be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money." One of the things that my dad always told me about the years, his almost 50 years of pastoring, that peoples' struggle with anxiety had to do with money. And he said, in most cases it's because of debt that they'd acquired, because they had their eyes on the wrong things. And I think what Jesus is telling us before he says, don't worry about things is, "what do you value most? Who do you value most?" And then after that passage of, don't worry, he goes on over the next 10 verses to talk about who his father is, what his father will do in our lives, if we'll just trust Him. We don't have to worry about the things that we need. God's going to provide all the things that we need in our life. And so, at the very end of chapter six, he says, "don't worry about these things saying what will we eat? What will we drink? What will we wear? These things dominate the thoughts of unbelievers. But your heavenly Father already knows all you need. Seek the kingdom of God above all else and live righteously and He will give you everything you need. So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow we'll bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for us." He's basically telling us through that, is, the things that we really need also reveals who God is for us. He is the provider. He's Jehovah-Jireh, as the Old Testament would tell us. He's the one that we can count on and trust. And I got to thinking about this on the drive over today, Brad. We talk about the faithfulness of God, but until we're in a place where we need it and we experience it, until we've had that moment in time, then it's just a theory that we're taught. Experiencing that faithfulness of God sometimes comes, and He begins to reveal Himself when we're the most anxious. What do you think?

Brad Kilthau
I agree Tim, and I like how you brought that together because this is the Sermon on the Mount. It's a lot of red ink all the way through our Bibles. It's not just some little cherry picked topic that Jesus brings out here. And that's true, that's true. And when you think about worrying, worrying is really, you feel like it's out of your control. And once it's out of your control, that's when you start to worry. And of course, finances and so forth is going to bring that up in a person's life when things start to get tough. And some of the things, I look at the same passage, I look at the words of Jesus here. I think this is so straightforward when it comes to this very important issue that we're all dealing with right now, is this worry and anxiety. But you'll notice that there's a rule that Jesus gives in these verses, especially these last 9 or 10 verses that you mentioned here. And the rule is, "do not worry." He says it three times. Three times. It is an absolute command that God gives to us. And so I look at it as the Lord is saying this. It's an action that you're already involved in that you need to stop. So if you're not worrying, don't start worrying. And if you're worrying already, he says, "Stop it." Stop it. And we say, "well, how can we do that? How can we stop worrying, especially about certain things in our lives?" But you got to notice in the verses, Jesus is talking to this crowd about what you're going to eat and what you're going to wear and those kinds of things. And here in Western Nebraska and in the United States, we're not worried about those things like those people were. You know, those people, the crowd that Jesus was talking to at that time, they were worried about if they were going to get another meal. We don't worry if we're going to get another meal, we wonder what we're going to eat. We'll say, "well, am I going to have Italian or German or whatever tonight?" But they wondered if they would ever get another meal. They wondered if they'd ever have enough clothes when it got cold, because the only clothes they had was what's on their back. They couldn't go to a closet. All we do is wonder if it looks good on us, and if it doesn't, we go put something else on. They had absolutely some very important things to worry about. And just like you said, Tim, if we get to that place of where we're going without, then we'll finally realize what worry really is. But Jesus speaking to that crowd, then can also, we can see the application for ourselves. He says, "I'm telling you, do not worry." And the reasons we don't have to worry, as you read through those verses, is first of all, you got to realize he's our master. And again, when you look at the culture that this was written in, it was a master slave culture. I think there was like 120 million slaves at the time of Jesus, I've heard. And so this was very common. People were used to that. But today, when we think about being a slave, we go, "oh, I'd never want to be that. I want to be a free man. I want to make my own decisions." But actually, the people in that day and time, when they were a slave, it was something of comfort. Because they knew that when it comes to food, that's my master's responsibility. When it comes to what I'm going to wear, that's his responsibility. All I got to do is go to work, do what he tells me to do and it's his responsibility to take care of me and my family. That's the deal in this situation. And that's the way the Lord, I think, wants us to look at Him. "I got it. I'm your master. You just do what I've called you to do. I will take care of my end of the deal." Another thing is, he says that, "don't worry because of our father." I mean, look at verse 26. He says, "look at the birds of the air, for they neither sown or reap nor gather into their barns. Yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you much more valuable than they?" And think about what Jesus just said there. He didn't say, "their heavenly Father feeds them." He said, "your heavenly Father feeds them." In other words, "your father, who loves you so much more than a bird in air is taking care of everything else, even outside of your realm." And the birds don't worry. You know, if you get up in the morning, those birds are singing, they're making noise, they're running, they're all over the place. They're just having a heyday. They're not worried about anything. I think if those birds could talk to us, sometimes they would say, "you fools, look at how your father has taken care of us. And yet you sit here and you worry and fret about different things." I often have to laugh because I think maybe a bird brain could straighten us out sometimes in our thinking and how he would talk to us. But then also, of course, verse 27, I think because of our future, he said, "which of you by worry can add one cubit to his stature?" Some people look at that cubit by physical growth. Some people look at it, "could he add one more day to my life or whatever?" But whatever it is, why would you worry about that? Because worry isn't going to change your future. The only thing worry is going to do is starve you of the present, because you're worrying about the future. And we should never be in that place. We should be people that are like the birds. Again, just get to work. Be busy about the kingdom and the kingdom work, and He's going to take care of all the rest. And you might say, "what's the kingdom work?" Well, as in that same chapter, he talks about how we're supposed to pray, "Our Father in heaven, hallowed be Your name," the Lord's Prayer. He teaches us how to pray. One of the things we should be doing is praying, praying, praying. Not just for ourselves, praying for others. Find your spiritual gift. Get to work. In other words, rather than worry, work. I think work is the antidote to worry. That's what Jesus is saying here. And so again, there's so much good stuff to draw out of these verses, Tim. And I think, if anyone's in a place of worry in their life right now, this would be a great passage of scripture to go to.

Tim Hebbert
And you touched on it, that master slave relationship. The key to anxiety relief is like the old hymn says, "perfect submission, all is at rest." A couple of weeks ago, I'm working through a series of sermons on praise. I'm using the Psalms as the basis for that. And there's seven different Hebrew words that are used in the Psalms for praise. And one of them is, "Barak." They use it as, "Barak Ata Lot," which means "unbended knee." And we talked about, before we went on the radio, that even Jesus had a moment where he struggled with anxiety. He's in the Garden of Gethsemane and he's laboring over this. But the way he worked his way out of that anxiety was with bended knee. He was obedient to his father, and he got to work. The best way for us to get out of a place of worry and anxiety is to move away from the obsession that's causing that and moving our focus on the kingdom of God. "What is it that you want from me today, Father?" What can I do today for you?" Not, "oh, I need you to take this anxiety away from me." He will, but he's going to do it in a way that draws you closer, it moves you to a place where you get up and you start doing things for Him. As we've been visiting about this, I remember in my own life, it's been many years ago, but I was struggling with some anxiety over an issue and I'm going to the Lord day in and day out asking Him to relieve that and relieve that. And one day, I finally in my morning prayer, I said, "Father, I'm not going to ask you for anything today. I want to just spend my time telling you why and how much I love you." And I don't know about you, but I love to journal a lot of prayers. So I just began to write all the things that I love God for. And left it there. And what He did in the next day and a half was, He brought three men into my office who were in need of counsel. All three of them left having made a commitment to Jesus before they left. And it was like that, "aha," moment that the Lord says, "do you understand now what this is all about? It's not about your worries. I've got those taken care of." And oh, by the way, the problem that I had been struggling with resolved itself in about 12 hours after that.

Brad Kilthau
It resolved itself. "Seek ye first the kingdom of God," right?

Tim Hebbert
"And all these things will be taken care of."

Brad Kilthau
Yes. So amazing. So it's right there. It's red and white on the pages of scripture, the words of Jesus. So yeah, good discussion, Tim.

Tim Hebbert
Good discussion. And it is a good one, because all of us have those moments where we struggle with this and it's just a good time to look at chapter six of the Gospel of Matthew and be reminded that God's got this.

What’s New in the Cross Reference Library? Letters Bring Them Together

Opening thoughts: I think, one of the coolest things about historical-fiction novels—romantic or otherwise—are the real-life places, things, and events of the time period that the author chooses. They truly put into perspective how different things used to be. We don’t travel everywhere by horse or Model-T. Our marriages aren’t arranged by our parents (ok, maybe not as much as they used to be). And another big difference that I wish was still a thing: communication through letters. Whenever I hear a story from history about two people meeting and becoming best friends (or even falling in love!) I turn into a hopeless romantic very quickly. So, that’s why I’m so excited to feature The Letter Tree & A Noble Groom in this week’s post. Beneath the synopsis are some cool tidbits that authors, Rachel Fordham & Jody Hedlund, shared in the “Author's Note" section in the backs of their books about the research they did for their stories. 

The Letter Tree - Buffalo, NY, 1924. Laura Bradshaw adores stories happily ever afters. But since her mother died seven years ago, the Bradshaw Shoe Company heiress has been as good as locked away in a tower. Her overbearing father cares little for her dreams, throwing himself instead into his tireless take-down of hsi competitor, the Campbell Shoe Company. However, Laura has been gifted with a reprieve: a mysterious friend with whom she’s been exchanging letters. As heir to the Campbell Shoe Company, Isaac Campbell is a sought-after bachelor who has never felt an inkling of desire for the women who constantly bat their eyes at him. His thoughts are consumed by an oak tree in the Buffalo Zoo—or rather, the mystery woman he exchanges letters with courtesy of the tree. She’s been one of Isaac’s only joys in a life consumed by his father’s tireless hatred of Bradshaw. A hatred that Isaac is coming to realize, may affect him more personally than he ever imagined. When Laura’s father orchestrates a match between her and an important business owner, she resolves to pursue her only chance at freedom. But Isaac believes their story isn’t bound for a tragic ending. He’s certain there’s more to the Bradshaw-Campbell feud than meets the eye. And he won’t stop digging until he uncovers the truth that might bridge the divide between him and the woman whose words have captured his heart. 

From the Author’s Note: The Letter Tree takes place in 1920s Buffalo, New York, which means that author Rachel Fordham had the chance to feature cool places like: the Buffalo Zoo, Delaware Park, The Quarry Gardens, and Niagara Falls. When it came to the zoo, the author chose animals that her children loved seeing when her and her family lived in Buffalo. The elephant that is featured on the cover is inspired by a real elephant named Big Frank that lived in the zoo in the 1920s. Fordham also shared that she got the idea for the Bradshaw/Campbell shoe factory feud from the Adidas/Puma feud (a.k.a. The Dassler brothers’ feud) that took place in Germany. If you like to find out more about Rachel’s Fordham’s book The Letter Tree, or even the research she did for it, check out The Letter Tree at the Cross Reference Library. 

A Noble Groom - Annalisa Werner’s hope for a fairy-tale love is over. Her husband failed her in every way, and now his death has left her with few options to save the family farm. She needs a plentiful harvest. That, and a husband to help bring it in. Someone strong, dependable. That’ll be enough. A marriage for love…that’s something she’s given up on. So her father sends a letter to his brother in the Old Country, asking him to find Annalisa a groom. Then a man appears: Carl Richards, from their home country of Germany, and a former schoolteacher—or so he says. He’s looking for work and will serve on the farm until her husband arrives. With time running out, she accepts Carl’s help, but there’s more to this man than he’s admitting. He’s also gentle, kind, charming—unlike any man she’s ever known. But even as his shining light into the darkness of Annalisa’s heart, she knows her true groom may arrive any day.  

From the Author’s Note: To go along with Annalisa and Carl’s love story, Jody Hedlund took inspiration from the German immigration of 1880s Michigan. Hedlund shared the following in her notes that I find pretty interesting, “The German community in A Noble Groom immigrated from Saxony, Germany to Sanilac County, Michigan, and formed Colonial Saxonia…Spurred on by the prospect of owning their own land and becoming prosperous—something they could never have in the Old Country—the German immigrants began the arduous task of clearing the land for farming…While I took liberty with the dates and details of the particular German community for the sake of my story, it was my hope to bring to life the essence of an immigrant community, the rigors of farming, and the struggles of the early settlers.” Hedlund included references to typhoid fever, the Red Cross, and the Great Fire of 1881. I totally recommend that you check out this book. And if you’re not a huge fan of romance novels, don’t worry. Hedlund makes up for that through great references to history and through good story-telling. 

Final Thoughts: In my opinion, I truly believe that the authors care about, and have respect for the time periods they’re writing about. I loved how interesting their characters were, and how they didn't have generic personalities. You really do feel like you're stepping into the 1800s and 1900s. I really enjoyed sharing the “Author’s Notes” with you, and I hope that they make you want to check out these books even more because of it.

You Can Be A Hero by Robert & Teila Walker

What is this book about: In the summer of 2020, Bridger shielded his little sister, Brielle, as a dog charged at them. The resulting injury left Bridger with over 90 stitches on his face. Brielle was a very tiny 4-year-old, and Bridger barely 6, but his love for his sister inspired people around the world. As a family, the Walkers have since discussed, what makes a hero? Is it a great big act or sacrifice – or can heroes be found in normal, everyday people? This book is a result of these discussions. For most people, their heroes are found in seemingly small acts. A true hero does the little things every day because nobody’s life is defined by a single act - for good or bad. Even if it is hard or scary, a hero just keeps showing up and doing their best. We hope you enjoy following Brielle on her journey to discover her secret super power and how just being herself makes her the most special of heroes.

My thoughts: I remember what I was doing when I heard the family that this book is based on. It was the summer before my senior year of high school, and COVID-19 had just destroyed all of my junior year plans. And well, since it was summer I was out helping my dad fix fence for local ranchers in the area. We took a lunch break at a diner in Kimball with a couple of my dad’s friends when I saw the news on TV: Boy Saves Sister from Dog Attack! Right then, I tuned out what my dad and his friends were talking about and watched as Fox News showed a picture of this poor little boy who had just risked his life for his little sister. It almost brought me to tears. Here we were, our country shutdown and depressed; scared and confused. And a little six-year-old boy from Wyoming gave us hope and was named a hero. In this book, You Can Be A Hero, Bridger’s parents inspire kids to be heroes too. I can’t wait for the kids of our library to read this book with their families.

What’s New in the Cross Reference Library? Keeping the Faith in an Ever-changing World

No Reason to Hide - In a culture with an ever-narrowing definition of tolerance, Christians can no longer stay silent about the divide between the Bible’s truth and the world’s lies. From best-selling author Dr. Erwin W. Lutzer, No Reason to Hide examines the toxic roots behind the alarming symptoms of a nation in spiritual freefall—and why your faith must empower you to engage rather than hide. As you read, you’ll be equipped to defend your biblical beliefs with confidence and compassion. You’ll also identify how you can respond to the battleground issues of today, including: 

  • Identify driven social justice ideologies that seek to divide rather than unite

  • Cultural attacks on the definitions of sex and gender that turn language into a war

  • Progressive pushes within the church that ultimately desecrate the Bible’s teachings

A call for believers to stand firm in today’s oppressive world, No Reason to Hide is a rallying reminder that will ready Christians everywhere to have the courage to proclaim Scripture’s truth to a culture in desperate need of what only God can offer. 

Whatever Happens - What has taken the wind out of your sails, the bounce out of your step, and joy out of your heart? The early Christian church in Philippi was distressed by all the terrible things that had happened to the apostle Paul—the loss of his fourth missionary journey, his imprisonment in Caesarea, his shipwreck on Malta, and his looming trial in Rome. Would he ever know freedom again? It was impossible to know the future. While Paul was imprisoned, the church provided him with unprecedented financial and personal support. Overflowing with gratitude, he sent them an inspiring thank-you letter: the Bible’s book of Philippians. The timeless message of Philippians is ever appropriate for a world characterized by chaos and weariness. Though it seems like the world keeps falling apart, the apostle Paul exhorts us to live in a manner worthy of Christ. These short thirty-one chapters, which can be used as a devotional, will show us that no matter what happens, we can: 

  • Use prayer to energize our lives

  • Make today about others

  • Stay as cheerful as possible in all circumstances

  • Trust God’s guidance

  • Start and end each day with praise and prayer

  • And so much more in our faith walk

Whatever has happened to you, and whatever may happen—that is not the end of your story.

What’s New in the Cross Reference Library? The Texas Promise Series by Naomi Rawlings

Tomorrow’s First Light - Nervous about meeting her fiance for the first time, Ellie Spritzer’s lifelong hope of finding love is about to end. She never imagined her quest for love would take her to the other side of the county with all eight of her siblings in tow, but after her mother dies unexpectedly, what choice does she have? At least the man she’s been writing to for the past year is still willing to marry her and take in her siblings…or so she thinks. Growing up an orphan, Sam Owens never had a place to call home or a family to love. So if his wife-to-be needs to bring three of her siblings with her, he has no complaints about having a ready-made family. But his mail-order bride doesn’t arrive with three. She arrives with eight. Sam can’t make himself turn away children in need. But as a beginning rancher, he doesn’t have the resources to care for so many people. When sinister forces threaten the things Sam and Ellie both hold dear, can they figure out how to keep their fledgeling family together, or will they lose the very things they cherish most? 

Tomorrow’s Shining Dream - Charlotte Westin has always been more comfortable in a saddle than a ballroom. That wouldn’t be a problem, except her father owns the largest ranch in Texas—and he insists she marry a wealthy city-slicker worthy of a cattle baron’s daughter. There might be someone out there who’d love her for who she is instead of her money, but she’s been fooled by a sweet talker before, and her family is still suffering because of it. With an old friend-turned-enemy returning to town and cattle rustlers running roughshod over the county, Sheriff Daniel Harding knows the last thing he should be thinking about is a woman…especially the one woman he’ll never be able to marry. Then Charlotte Westin asks for his help, and Daniel can’t refuse. Until he finds out exactly what she wants…When Charlotte comes to Daniel with a plan to find herself a husband, Daniel is forced to face his feelings for her—as well as some past mistakes of his own. But as the rustlers grow more dangerous, Charlotte’s father takes drastic steps to engage her to a man she doesn’t love. And  Charlotte and Daniel soon find themselves caught between the burdens from their pasts and others’ expectations. Will they let their past choices ruin their dreams? Or will Charlotte and Daniel embrace God’s forgiveness and forge a happy future for themselves? 

Tomorrow’s Constant Hope - Keely O’Brien has spent the past five months on the run, but no matter what she does, she can’t seem to evade the ring of dangerous criminals that killed her brother in Chicago. When she spots an ad for a wife from the owner of a small ranch on a remote stretch of Texan desert, she knows she’s found the perfect hiding spot. The Wolf Point Ring might be searching far and wide for her, but they wouldn’t think to look in the tiny, sun-scorched town of Twin Rivers, Texas. Now if she can just keep her new husband from finding out why she really married him…Still grieving the loss of his first wife, Agamemnon “Wes” Westin has little choice about marrying again, but he does have a choice about who he marries. If he has to share his roof with someone, he wants a woman who works hard and doesn’t complain. He decides to run an ad for a bride, claiming that he owns a small ranch, rather than the sprawling cattle empire he inherited from his father. After all, what woman is going to be upset when she finds out her husband is one of the richest men in Texas? When Wes discovers Keely is hiding from criminals who want her dead, he can’t help but protect her—even if she’s irate with him for lying about the size of his ranch. When danger arrives in Twin Rivers, both Wes and Keely find themselves facing their deepest fears. Will they let their pain and past losses ruin their dreams? Or will Wes and Keely find a way to forge a new life together? 

Tomorrow’s Steadfast Prayer - Alejandra Loyola knows she’s going to die. If having information about her uncle and cousins’ illegal cattle rustling operation isn’t enough to get her killed, then snitching on them to the law will—and she’s snitched more than once. The only question is, will she be able to see her younger sister provided for before she dies? When Harrison Rutherford is called back to his hometown of Twin Rivers after his father falls ill, he’s inundated with the burdens of running a shipping business. The one surprise waiting for him is Alejandra Loyola. The maid who works for him is quiet and sweet. Now if only she trusted him enough to tell him what leaves shadows under her eyes and a haunted look on her face…The longer Harrison stays in Twin Rivers, the more something seems amiss. Rustlers have been wreaking havoc on local ranchers, and Harrison starts to wonder if the secrets Alejandra carries have more to do with his father and the rustlers than he wants to admit. Will Alejandra trust Harrison enough to tell him what she knows? Or will the rustlers prove powerful enough to destroy not just the ranches surrounding Twin Rivers, but any hope for a future between them?

Tomorrow’s Lasting Joy -  Anna Mae Harding has always dreamed of being a wife and mother, but she never expected finding a man to marry to be so difficult. She might have an easier time of it if she hadn’t fallen in love with the wrong man years ago. But no matter how much she tries to forget her childhood friend, no one else she’s met has ever measured up. When Cain Whitelaw’s job as a Texas Ranger leads him back to his hometown—and to Anna Mae—neither of them can deny the feelings swirling between them. The trouble is, Cain’s the last man who will ever settle down and start a family. He had too rough an upbringing for that, and his job means he doesn’t stay in one place for more than a month. But when an old enemy reemerges and puts Anna Mae and the town of Twin Rivers in danger, Cain must confront his past and decide just how much he’s willing to risk for the people he loves.